An’s departure from tulpa.pl airport; Being #mature in tulpa.info

This screenshot comes from Polish server. I’m going to post a translation below too.

Transcription (btw. her spelling is terrible):

No nic, postanowilam odejsc z tego serwera. Sorki ze robie z kanalu lotnisko i oglaszam departure!

ja wiem ze nie jestem tu jakos szczegolnie lubiana czy popularna i jakos mi to szczegolnie nigdy nie przeszkadzalo. ale moze porusze elephant in the room: zalozyliscie sobie osobny serwer z monem i on wam opowiada rozne rzeczy, to moze powiem jak to z mojej strony wygladalo I zrobicie sobie z tym co chcecie.

Nie wiem w jaki sposob mon uwaza ze popsulam mu reputacje, kiedy to on popsul ja sobie sam kiedy mnie nawet nie bylo na serwerze. Przez kilka miesiecy znecal sie nade mna na tulpa.info, przyczepial sie jak rzep do psiego ogona raz na 2-3 dni i nie puszczal, co w sumie kazdy kto byl na .info w tamtym czasie moze potwierdzic. Nie dawal spokoju mimo ze caly czas prosilam zeby przestal. Mowilam moderacji, zeby cos z tym zrobili, ale nie robili z tym doslownie nic.

W koncu mialam dosc I mona i nie reagujacej moderacji i odeszlam z .info i przyszlam tutaj, bo nie dalo sie nic z tym zrobic. Nie chcialam miec z nim nic wspolnego.

W miedzyczasie to mon sam popsul sobie reputacje na .info. Moderacja wyslala mi wiadomosc ze dali mu strajki i ze jesli jeszcze raz podpadnie to dostanie bana, ale ich zignorowalam bo i tak nie mialam do niczego wracac.

Byloo dla mnie oczywiste od kilku miesiecy ze Mon byl na tym serwerze, ale mi to nie przeszkadzalo bo mimo wszystko udawal ze sie nie znamy i sie nie przyczepial tak jak to robil wczesniej, wiec nawet nie poruszalam tematu.

W miedzyczasie znajomy wyslal mi konwersacje z .info w ktorym moderator mial juz dosc jednego goscia (ktory byl alt kontem mona) opowiadajacym o swoich fantazjach seksualnych i fetyszach przy niepelnoletnich, w tym rozmowy nt bycia pociaganym przez dzieci (te rozmowy ciagle sa w kanale mature na .info), i mon sie wyklocal ze nie ma w tym nic zlego.

Jak to zobaczylam to stwierdzilam ze wroce na .info na chwile po prostu spytac sie czy ludzie wiedza czy to mon, i czy zalozyl osobne konto zeby uniknac strajkow.

To ze mon dostal bana dowiedzialam sie dopiero od niego, kiedy sam mi wyslal tego linka https://community.tulpa.info/topic/1428-moderator-reports/page/13/#comment-374939 , na ktorym mozecie zobaczyc powod jego bana i wyjasnienia moderacji.

nie zalezalo mi na banie mona ani nic, po prostu chcialam zeby sie ode mnie w koncu odczepil i dal mi swiety spokoj.

Z tym raportem nie mialam nic do czynienia, bo w tym czasie bylam wsciekla na moderacje i w ogole sie z nimi nie kontaktowalam. na swoja reputacje sam sobie zapracowal.

Ja rozumiem ze znacie sie od prawie dekady i mi nie przeszkadza ze trzymacie z nim kontakt, i w sumie normalnie odeszlabym bez slowa (tak jak odeszlam z .info, mam doswiadczenie w odchodzeniu bez slowa), ale jak on robi z siebie ofiare jak sam byl napastnikiem uzywajac jeden z najgorszych triggerow dla mnie przez kilka miesiecy non stop mimo prosb zeby przestal to nie moglam tego pozostawic bez slowa. Wszystkie logi sa ciagle na .info jak chcecie zobaczyc jak sie sprawa faktycznie miala

Autotranslation from deepl:

Well nothing, I decided to leave this server. Sorry for making the channel an airport and announcing departure!

I know I’m not particularly liked or popular here, and somehow it never particularly bothered me. but maybe I’ll bring up elephant in the room: you set up a separate server with mon and he tells you all sorts of things, so maybe I’ll tell you how it looked from my side, and you can do with it what you want.

I don’t know how mon thinks I spoiled his reputation, when he spoiled it himself when I wasn’t even on the server. For several months he bullied me on tulpa.info, attached himself like a turnip to a dog’s tail once every 2-3 days and wouldn’t let go, which pretty much anyone who was on .info at the time can confirm. He would not let go even though I kept asking him to stop. I told the moderation to do something about it, but they did literally nothing about it.

Finally, I got fed up with I mon and the unresponsive moderation and left .info and came here because nothing could be done about it. I didn’t want to have anything to do with it.

In the meantime it was mon himself who spoiled his reputation on .info. The moderation sent me a message that they gave him strikes and that if he messed up again he would get banned, but I ignored them because I wasn’t going to get anything back anyway.

It was obvious to me for several months that Mon was on this server, but I didn’t mind because he still pretended not to know each other and didn’t attach himself as he had done before, so I didn’t even bring up the subject.

In the meantime, a friend sent me a conversation from .info in which the moderator got fed up with one guy (who was an alt account for mon) talking about his sexual fantasies and fetishes in front of minors, including conversations about being attracted to children (these conversations are still in the mature channel on .info), and mon exclaimed that there was nothing wrong with that.

When I saw this I said I would go back to .info for a while just to ask if people knew if it was mon, and if he created a separate account to avoid strikes.

I only found out that mon got banned from him when he himself sent me this link https://community.tulpa.info/topic/1428-moderator-reports/page/13/#comment-374939 , where you can see the reason for his ban and the moderation’s explanation.

I didn’t want mona to be banned or anything, I just wanted him to finally get away from me and give me peace of mind.

I had nothing to do with this report, because at the time I was angry with moderation and did not contact them at all. his reputation has earned itself.

I understand that you have known each other for almost a decade and I don’t mind that you keep in touch with him, and all in all I would normally leave without a word (just like I left .info, I have experience in leaving without a word), but when he makes himself a victim as he himself was an attacker using one of the worst triggers for me for several months non-stop despite asking him to stop I couldn’t leave it without a word. All the logs are still on .info if you want to see how things actually happened

And with a few manual corrections:

Anyway, I decided to leave this server. Sorry for making the channel an airport and announcing departure!

I know I’m not particularly liked or popular here, and somehow it has never particularly bothered me. But maybe I’ll bring up the elephant in the room: you made a separate server with mon and he tells you all sorts of things, so maybe I’ll tell you how it looked from my side, and you can do with it what you want.

I don’t know how mon thinks I spoiled his reputation, when he spoiled it himself when I wasn’t even on the server. For several months he bullied me on tulpa.info, clinged to me like a glue once every 2-3 days and wouldn’t let go, which pretty much anyone who was on .info at the time can confirm. He would not let go even though I kept asking him to stop. I told the moderation to do something about it, but they did literally nothing about it.

Finally, I got fed up with mon and the unresponsive moderation and left .info and came here because nothing could be done about it. I didn’t want to have anything to do with him.

In the meantime it was mon himself who spoiled his reputation on .info. The moderation sent me a message that they gave him strikes and that if he messed up again he would get banned, but I ignored them because I wasn’t going to get anything back anyway.

It was obvious to me for several months that Mon was here in this server, but I didn’t mind because he still pretended we don’t know each other and didn’t cling to me as he had done before, so I didn’t even bring up the subject.

In the meantime, a friend sent me a conversation from .info in which the moderator got fed up with one guy (who was Mon’s alt account) talking about his sexual fantasies and fetishes in front of minors, including conversations about being attracted to children (these conversations are still in the mature channel on .info), and mon was arguing that there was nothing wrong with that.

When I saw this I decided to go back to .info for a while just to ask if people knew if it was mon, and if he created a separate account to avoid strikes.

I only found out that mon got banned from him when he himself sent me this link https://community.tulpa.info/topic/1428-moderator-reports/page/13/#comment-374939, where you can see the reason for his ban and the moderation’s explanation.

I didn’t want mon to be banned or anything, I just wanted him to finally stop clinging to me and leave me alone.

I had nothing to do with this report, because at the time I was angry with moderation and did not contact them at all. He earned his reputation by himself.

I understand that you have known each other for almost a decade and I don’t mind that you keep in touch with him, and all in all I would normally leave without a word (just like I left .info, I have experience in leaving without a word), but when he plays a victim while being an attacker himself, using one of the worst triggers for me for several months non-stop despite asking him to stop I couldn’t leave it without a word. All the logs are still on .info if you want to see how things actually happened.


An said here that I bullied her for months in tulpa.info and clinged to her like a glue(?) every couple days. We certainly didn’t talk to her about headpat-related stuff that much although it’s true that we interacted often in the chat… as both of us often visited it.

She also said that her friend told her about a conversation in .info where we supposedly talked about sexual fantasies and fetishes in front of minors and participated in conversations about being attracted to children (which was worded like I was attracted to children btw., don’t know if it was intentional though). I also supposedly said that there is nothing wrong with being attracted to children. I didn’t say it, obviously. I don’t have screenshots of the whole #mature channel to prove it, unfortunately. Btw. #mature was NSFW channel, so I think it’s nothing wrong with talking there about sexual fantasies and fetishes.

At the end, An calls me out on playing the victim while being abuser and using one of the worst triggers (headpats?) for serveral months not stop. Well… I think the evidence in the rest of the website says otherwise.


Btw. about An accusing me of saying that there is nothing wrong with being attracted to children, I have those screenshots of #mature channel:

Sora said here that normalizing attraction to child-like bodies (loli/shota) is better than keeping a taboo about it and a lolicon isn’t necessarily a child molester.

Shierudo insinuates that Sora meant that “we should normaliising people wanting to rape children” anyway and An probably repeated that after them.


And another btw – Tulpa.pl is dead due to what An mentioned about people there making another server. It shows that it’s possible for a server with long tradition (tulpa.pl is almost as old as tulpa.info) to fucking die. I hope tulpa.info is going to share tulpa.pl’s fate in the future.