First signs of An’s malicious intentions
Kanade is happily exchanging hugs and headpats with other people. A wild proxi (aka An) appears to mention that genuine headpats are sent via dms and Kanade’s public headpats are showoffs. Kanade says that An is jealous about her headpats.
An says that Kanade’s headpats have no value for her and Kanade is forcing herself on everyone.
Nao calls out An for projecting on Kanade with “it’s about you”, asking her if she really thinks that or is just being mean. Before An has a chance to reply, Kanade mentions that “no roleplay” rule in tulpa.info serve is problematic due to lack of precision.
Cerys (another tulpa in Alexandra’s system) appears. Kanade asks if she wants a headpat.
An says her projection again and tells Kanade that people know that they can get a headpat if they ask Kanade, she doesn’t need to press them on that.
Kanade replies to An that people can feel intimidated about asking for headpats themselves. Also, headpats are about giving as much as receiving and she loves showing affection to people she cares about.
An replies that people can be intimidated to say “no” too and not everyone is good with setting boundaries. She also mentioned that Kanade didn’t take “no” from her for a long time.
Kanade says that for a long time it was just teasing from her.
An says that it confirms that “it’s always about Kanade” and not about what others want or not. She says that even if Kanade knew someone doesn’t want a headpat, she still gives it to them.
Kanade tells An that she teases her because she likes her.
An says again that Kanade doesn’t care about what other people feel. Kanade says that even if she is selfish, it doesn’t mean that she doesn’t care about other people.
An says that if Kanade cared about other people, she’d take “no” for an answer and that Kanade still keeps pressing people.
Nao accuses An of projection again. Kanade says that she cares about An and feels sad about An feeling that way about her.
Nat (who was tulpa.info mod back then) asked Kanade if it’s true that An said “no” no to her. Kanade agreed and told her she doesn’t headpat An anymore.
Cerys says that Kanade doesn’t understand An and that she’s one of the people who feel pressured by Kanade too. She repeats An’s projection and says that if Kanade liked An, she should consider her feelings as well. She also denies that An has made a projection.
Nao said that she couldn’t help but see An being hostile to Kanade. She states that Kanade likes being in center of attention but so does proxi and it’s nothing wrong with either of them.
Nao also says that we and An have problems understanding each other with An. And Kanade still feels hurt even if we “know” (as coerced by Cerys) that An didn’t have malicious intentions.
It’s An who’s been mean to Kanade first by calling her headpats “showoffs”. Kanade than teases her with being jealous.
An accuses Kanade of forcing herself on everyone, despite the fact that other people in the conversation so far are happy with Kanade’s headpats. And this drags out for a bit.
An also insists that Kanade wasn’t taking “no” for an answer for a long time. It’s been almost a month after last time An has received a headpat from Kanade in e001 btw and it has happened before An has clearly drawn her boundaries for the first time in se003 . Yet An insists that Kanade still gives headpats to people even if she knows they don’t want it.
From our point of view, An could be already trying to sabotage us and make us look bad in other people’s eyes. An also could have been projecting her own lack of empathy on Kanade.
Cerys, just like Alexandra, is consistently supporting An. She claims being one of people who feel pressured by Kanade. I’m sure it’s first time someone in her system felt like that and so far they’ve been happy with getting Kanade’s headpats too. She also manages to convince us that there wasn’t malice behind An’s actions here.